my life, my soul, my everything

2010-01-03T04:45:00.000+08:00

我的人生转捩点就要在此时此刻

把我的恶习一一的化为尘埃让风给吹走

我的言行举止只能是好的不怀

2009-11-09T21:05:00.001+08:00

人生到底是短暂的还是慢常能？

我看这不重要吧

因为就算是短暂的人生

只要活得快乐，活得充实就够了

2009-11-07T03:22:00.000+08:00

伴随着你走过千山万水，

我连一句怨言都没有，

你一声不吭就离我而去，

我心里的那可空缺，

突然间无法接受这事实

2009-11-01T15:02:00.001+08:00

就算你对我没感觉我也不会那么轻易的放弃你，

因为你在我的心目中是无人能取代的，

我会用我的一切就只让你过得快快乐乐。

我一生中最大的梦想是帮我最深爱的人达成她的梦想。。。

2009-09-28T00:47:00.001+08:00

有些事情想去做可是却又有心无力，也不敢去做，

因为我怕结果不是我想象中的那个结果。

有句话我隐藏在心里很久了，

可是就是说不出来。

我到底要到什么时候还有这个胆量我自己都不知道啊！！！

一辈子的懦夫我是当定了。

不知自己要的是什么是一件痛苦的事

2009-09-26T02:13:00.003+08:00

我忽然觉得我失去了一样很重要的东西，

我真的不知道我自己要的是什么。

我开始东想西想可是还是找不回那种对我很重要的感觉。

心里有一阵一阵奇怪的感觉，

可是我又说不出到底是什么样的感觉。

我很想知道我到底要的是什么可是我就是想不到说不出我到底要的是什么。。。

迷失的我不知如何是好

2009-08-17T20:33:00.003+08:00

昨天是我外公出殡的日子，

一大早我的亲戚们都道来送他最后一程，

在和尚念完经之后他们都对着我外公一直哭，

可是我一滴眼泪都没掉，

因为我要让他好好的上路不要有任何牵挂，

我知道如果他在的话也不想我们为他那么难过，

所以我一直忍到最后才开始哭。

回想起以前那么对他，

我真得很不应该，

现在想对他好都没机会了。

我真的好想再叫你一声 ah gong.

2009-08-14T15:53:00.000+08:00

那时候当我握着你的手时是温暖的，

可是我再看见你想握你的手时

已不再是温暖的而是冷冰冰的了

GOODBYE MY DEAREST AH GONG

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED IN MY HEART

FOREVER AND EVER

2009-08-13T20:10:00.001+08:00

好人有好报这句话真的令我很迟疑。

我敢说我做的事都对得起天地良心，

可是我得到都是不好的东西。

我没想过要什么回报

我直想要我身边的一切都能按仍无恙就可以了。

这句个应该是“好人没好报“才对。

2009-08-05T01:46:00.000+08:00

每个人的成长过程都是一个故事，

那个故事写得好不好是自己决定的。

如果要写一个好的故事就要有付出和努力才能得到所要的结果。

我相信每个人都想在故事的结局画上一个完美的句号。

2009-07-27T02:09:00.001+08:00

有时候我真的觉得我做人很失败。有那么多朋友又有什么用，没有一个是真心的。我连一点成就感都没有感到，有的都是失败感。

2009-07-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

my result had indeed improve for the past 2 sem
but i still cant pull up the horrible mark i had make...
sigh...
tis few days was quite frustrated with many things...
how i wish tat someone can be my listener...
sigh...

no want can change my decision unless i change myself

2009-06-21T03:56:00.003+08:00

being a audience of the sife competition
was really an eye opening and astounding event
i couldn't believe tat hard work bring them a really gd outcome
i have learn that nothing is impossible with your hand work
persuasive words touches the bottom heart of people.

there are some parts of life that you should not be honest
will make things better.

2009-06-19T00:47:00.003+08:00

很多人只会讲大道理不会做也不会了解可是他们便便要说给别人听

懂得讲也要懂得做这样的人还值得敬佩。

I dont wan to live in concrete forest anymore
i wan to live in a kampong.
everyday can play wif dogs
can go n catch fish
can climb mountain
breathe in fresh air..
so relax...

2009-06-16T03:30:00.001+08:00

劝君莫惜金缕衣，
劝君惜取少年时。
花开堪折直须折，
莫待无花空折枝

2009-06-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

Really miss the place n the people there alot..
had been thinking of it everyday..
was hoping to go back there asap..

as least now i had settle my major prob..
onli left wif some small prob to settle it..
had a sense of relief nw n for awhile onli..
sth veri impt to me is coming up..
cant fail to get to my target..
if not my future might not be bright..

2009-06-09T01:40:00.005+08:00

在我有生以来从来没人说我说话太伤人。因为只有人说话来伤我，我从来不用真心去伤过一个朋友。我真的好难过有人那么说我。在这世上有那么多口无遮拦的人，我从来不相信我是这种人。

2009-05-28T00:15:00.003+08:00

I have found out the most difficult person to due wif
a simple expectation
but it was really a hard time to hit it
to get success is jus all abt it
but it was not a easy thing to do it
it seem to be easy but when u tried it
u will noe how to hard it is
as long as i can get a hold of it
i think succeed will come
i believe there is tis day

2009-04-30T19:05:00.003+08:00

Almost one month had already past.
but the fond memories i had in concepcion
are all still in my mind.
i really miss the days i had over there.
it gave me many good memories that
i wont forget for the rest of my life
everytime when i am alone the memories
will all flow throw my mind.
yesterday i heard that
they will go back to concepcion again in june
i really wish that i can go back with them.
i really cant wait to go back there again next yr
good time always past so fast that i cant even
stop and think for awhile.

2009-04-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

HOW TO WIN MYSELF!!!!

2008-04-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

I have came back for two weeks already.
but i still miss them alot alot
i donno how to describe the feeling i have
it is very wired n torturing
the days i spend there
with those kids and those volunteers
is really the best and happiest moment i ever
had in my life
they had given me the thousands of smile which
i won't found it here.
i am really looking forward to go next year to
find the memories i have with them.
living in village is really much more better in city
as i won't be able to find the simplicity of live in
a developed city.
I REALLY MISS YOU ALL A LOT

2008-02-03T11:48:00.000+08:00

I think tis is the worst think happen in my life
i nv gone so crazy before.
i really cant tolerate to stay at hm anymore.
i really don understand
y i cant choose to stay out at nite
it is really a great time staying out at nite
or even at hm.
i feel more relax n more comfortable wif it.
there r lesser pple in the nite n the breezy feeling
is really great.
i donno y cant my mum understand wat kind a person i am.
the reason y i stay awake at nite is don wan pple to disturb me
n let me to enjoy myself wif my word.
is not tat i treat hm as a hotel
is juz tat i wan to spend more time wif friend
because tat i don hv much time as i am going oversea
for one month...
n i also hv a camp for 3 day...
i really don hv much time to enjoy wif friends anymore.
i will be really busy after cny...
haiz...

2007-11-23T03:20:00.001+08:00

today confirm happening...
wake up ard 1 plus...
watch my favourite hk drama...
power man...
met up wif qh they all
went to rp work...
tis is my first time going there...
confirm like shopping mall sia...
really veri nice...
much much more nicer than my sch...
but sp still the best la...
haas...
went back to office after tat...
confirm stunt man in office...
i spoiled the metal door...
i was so stress at tat time...
but luckily qh fix it...
went back at ard 11 plus...
makan supper at prata...
then slack ard the void deck
n chit chat...
went hm after tat...

2007-11-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

MST is finally over...
at last can slow down my foot step
n enjoy life...
but feeling so bored after mst...
haiz...
wat a boring nite...
wanna call someone out
but scan through my phone book...
no one i can call...
sigh...
those i can call is either working or nv ans...
sad sad sad...

2007-11-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

today was the first day of sch after e-learning week...
after gems went over to imm to do shopping for my ideas...
n after tat went back to sch...
was so tired...
cuz i hv not slp seen ytd ard 5 plus till nw...
i confirm zai...
haas...
after sch went to play b ball with hanzhong n his club member....
n on the way to b ball court...
i saw my beloved felicia chin...
she was damm pretty....
i love her so much...
haas...
n also saw the eee virus...
haas...

2007-11-05T04:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA

Today is my ah ma birthday.
went to a restaurant at outram there to celebrate her birthday.
had been a long time since i went dinner with my family...
haas...
e-learning week is over....
going to start sch...
sigh...
2 more week is more mst...
gonna start mugging for it...

2007-11-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

在一个夜深人静的夜里当你坐在公园里我想起了令我难忘的那个女孩她是我最深爱的人。她是我一个好朋友。我无法忘记我们每一秒度过的时间。那段日子是我一生中最开心的时候。如果能让我选我会要把时间停留在那一刻永远都和你在一起永不分离。可是到最后我们还是没有在一起。

2007-09-27T01:15:00.000+08:00

had been a long time seen i blog...
i came back to blog is juz to said out sth
rather than keep it in my heart...
cuz there is no one for me to talk to...
saw her ytd...
had been ard half a yr seen i last saw her...
time flies real fast...
when i saw her
my feeling became very wired
n i suddenly feel very nervous
my heart was bumping unusually...
i donno whether am i feeling happy or embarrass...
i hv tis feeling before
but was long ago...
it came back again...
mayb i still have feeling on her...

2007-08-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

Come back to blog...
tis few day was soo bored...
been staying at hm all day long...
onli sometime went out awhile to jp or 399...
been staying at hm to watch drama...
had finish 2 drama aledy...
going to start the 3rd drama...
ytd went to watch hairspray...
was quite a nice movie...
they sang many nice songs...
tml going thailand....
woohoo...
i will be back at 3rd sept...

2007-08-25T03:49:00.000+08:00

I LOVE WATCHING MOVIE N DRAMA
i really love it so so much...
becuz i can find the feeling i wan in it...
the feeling was great...
haas...
went out juz nw n meet quite a few
long long time no c friends...
was real happy happy to c them...
haas...

2007-08-24T17:28:00.000+08:00

WooHoo...
exam is officially over...
n nw is holiday!!!
tis time round i don think
i will fail any paper anymore...
i am quite confidence tat i can do well
tis time round...
haas...
going thailand nx fri
woohoo...
hv been 2 yr since i last went oversea...

2007-08-13T01:07:00.001+08:00

ytd went to cine to watch rush hour 3
was really a funny movie...
i nv stop laughing from the start to the end...
took nr hm after tat...
actually wanted to go find hande n ahboy
but i accidentally fall aslp so nv went...

slept till 3.30pm
wanted to go find qh they all...
while walking towards mrt station
a sudden heavy down pour came
so no choice
walked back hm again...
after the rain stop
i wanted to go down to take a stroll
to feel the breezy wind
so called robert to acc me...
the wind was really strong n cold
n was raining heavily again
so went to his hse..
wait till the rain then went hm

2007-08-11T04:01:00.000+08:00

Wednesday
Went to krunk at sentosa...
was quite a diff experience
dancing in a beach...
after party was over
went over to the beach station
to wait for the bus...
was so lucky that it started to rain
after we reach harbour front...
went over to the market to eat...
n train back hm...

Thursdays
went over to marina to watch fireworks...
we were so lucky tat the fireworks
started juz after we reach...
haas....
did not get to take any photo as
there was too much pple...
chilled awhile at marina square
then went back hm myself
bcuz they wanted to chilled at esplanade
but i don hv the mood to go...
i still remember last yr national day...
had a really unforgettable day...
i wont forget the day forever...

Today
get a call from robert
that wake me up...
he wanted to ask me
for lunch wif him n jun hui...
went over to his hse to find them
then went over to 399 to makan...
after lunch we walk ard 399 n chilled awhile
then went home....

2007-08-06T23:09:00.001+08:00

slept till 11.30 today...
was late for my math lesson...
actually decided not to go
but all bcuz of robert called me
n asked me to go along wif him
so no choice hv to go wif him...
when we reach there mdm lee
told us tat they r ending...
WTF...
waste my time go there n told me
tat they r finishing...
grrr...
tis week lesson add together
less then 3hr...
so shiok...
haas...

2007-08-05T03:00:00.000+08:00

actually i shld be sleeping nw...
but all bcuz of my sis asked me to play mahjong
wif her friends...
i lose 3.20...
but tis was my second time playing mahjong since a few yr ago...
so it was not so bad...
haas....
today was not as i expected so boring...
cuz yong quan n zheng seong asked me out to sing k...
had a long long time since i last met him...
after tat went to botak jone to makan...
chit chat awhile then went hm...

2007-08-04T12:51:00.000+08:00

feel so bored!!!
so come n blog...
went down to take a stroll juz nw...
thinking abt whether is there anything to do...
but came wif no conclusion wat shld i do...
gonna hv a boring weekend again..
haiz...
nx week hv two lab test...
die!!!
i gonna study two lab test tml...
ytd my mum went to buy a mahjong table...
n she use a trolley to bring it back...
n my aunt said tat she like a galang guni...
haas...

2007-08-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

weekend again...
bored bored bored...
think tat most of the pple
feel happy when it is weekend...
but for me
i feel so bored...
the onli thing to happy abt is
i can slp more...
one more week to exam...
so stress up...
cuz i did not do well for my mst...
so tis mse i must do well...
n i donno y my exam time table was so funny...
i hv two exam paper is in the night for 6pm to 7.40pm...
tis is my first time taking exam in the nitex..
haas...

2007-07-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

In the past
i used to looking forward to every weekend
but nw
every sat was so boring...
i am staying at hm the whole day doing nth
but juz sit in front the tv the whole day...
really cant think of anything to do...
aahhh...
so boring!!!

2007-07-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

today was the last for cd...
it mean nx fri we finish sch at 10am...
Woohoo...
when to c sp tunes competition juz nw...
at first i thought all the competitor voice cant make it...
but after first n second competitor
the rest voice was real nice...
nv knew that there were so many talented pple in sp...
haas...

1.03am

2007-07-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
MY DEAREST MUM!!!

hv oral test after sch...
when during my turn
everybody were standing ard me...
i was so scared cuz i donno how to ans...
but donno y i juz open my mouth n everybody
laugh at me...
haas...
after tat went for math remedial...
go to jp after sch n bought mum a necklace...
went hm after tat...

2007-07-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

Get back my math n str prog result today...
was real happy abt my result...
haas...
during our break time
we went to the restaurant located near fc 5...
the atmosphere there was quite nice
the price there was much more cheaper
compare to other restaurants...

EXAM COMING!!!
STRESS!!!

2007-07-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

when to town today...
actually wanted to buy slipper
but was too late
the shop had close...
sad!!!
slack at cheers again...
hated it...
after tat catch the last train hm...

1.29am

2007-07-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Sigh...
my mum n sis quarreling again...
keep on shout here n there...
sick n tired of it...
grrrr....
hv test ytd n today...
was quite confidence wif tis two test...
heex...
nv go town today...
so went over yuhua villiage to find qh...
acc him go makan
then slack ard there...
went hm after tat...
mayb going to town tml...
to c whether hv anything to buy...

2007-07-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

my hse was really chaotic juz nw...
all becuz of my sis...
she wanted to vomit
n i was in the toilet...
so she waited for me to come out...
but she cant control any more
so she ran out of the room
on the way she vomited...
n she vomited all over the room n living room...
n she slipped n fell down...
my poor sis...
she was scolded by my mum...
my mum said tat
y was she so stupid
don wan to vomit in the basin in the room...
my mum was soo angry juz nw
my dad n aunt was scolded by her...
n i don wan to get scolded so i went out...
haas...
went over to yuhua market to makan...
after tat went ard there to slack...
i n qh pass by our pri sch
so we decided to sit there to slack...
we talked abt our childhood things...
was really naughty during my childhood...
haas...

2007-07-15T11:22:00.000+08:00

nv go out ytd at all...
was feeling real bored at hm...
but i still don wan go out...
cuz like tat can save money...
haas...
so stayed at hm watch a few movie...
300 was real nice although i don really understand...
haas...
weekend gonna over again...
means need to go back to sch...
bored bored bored....
nx week hv one test n one quiz...
sigh...
gonna study for it...

2007-07-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

at last weekend hv come...
can relax myself again...
had a tiring week
catching up wif my studies...
nothing much happen tis week...
was a pretty plain week...
today feeling was not rite again...
hate tis kind of feeling...
y cant i be juz a normal n plain person...
y gd things nv happen to me
n bad things keep on coming up...
sigh...

2007-07-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

Candid shot of my classmate

peter
hendra
robert
jianhan
shazana

2007-07-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

cooool breezing day...
like it soooo much....
cant pull myself out of the bed today
cuz of the weather
as usual
was late for my lesson...
haas....
went over to acer to repair my lappy...
but the queue was too long
n i hv lesson after tat...
so decided to come other day...
went over to je entertainment there to makan...
after tat went back to sch for lesson...

2007-07-08T01:30:00.001+08:00

time nw is 1.20am
pple kept asking me go town today
but don feel like going...
so stayed at hm...
went over zy hse to take my bicycle back
actually wanted to go fixed it
but when i reached the shop
it was closed...
so i walked all the way from je to my hse...
was damm exhausted...

2007-07-07T03:19:00.000+08:00

Was so busy recently...
n i don even noe wat i am busy on...
haas...
class was sleepy today
but i manage to overcome sleepiness
to listen the lecture...
today feeling was not the right feeling...
met up wif all my friends today...
all of them kept on ask me y i mia....
haas...

2007-07-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

first day of sch reopen...
got back my test paper...
was horrible...
cant imagine wat i have done was useless...
shld buck uppz...
a crow is flying on top n laughing on me...

2007-07-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

Woohoo...
had spend my after mst time goodly
had bought some clothes before the GST start to rise...
haas...
went to town on both of the weekend as to grap the sale...
i n hande found a better place to slack then at cheers...
it is juz right opposite cheers...
the rocky master cafe...
need not squeeze wif pple for sit
n still can relax n hv a cup of coffee...
heex...
ytd went to town to watch transformers...
was a nice movie...
took the first train hm
n get change n went for swimming...
was real tired...
gonna replenish slp ltr...

2007-06-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

At last things had come to an end...
feel relief nw...
i had realise many things after all
it is hard to judge on a person in a moment...
it takes time to noe how a person is like...

had a really nice dream ytd...
cuz i dream of her...
heex...
n i hug her too...
the feeling was real nice...
haas...

gonna to a mass shopping ltr...
cuz tml GST is going up...
god damm son of the bitch to the government...
hate them...
grrrrrr....

2007-06-30T16:30:00.000+08:00

By holding on to your past
It’s like the sediments which turned the water murky
That is why your vision of things is blurred
You presume that your life is like this bottle of murky water
But if you let the sediments settle,
The water is still clear and clean
If you allow the past to rest and get a clear view on life
You will become a happy person

2007-06-28T15:44:00.000+08:00

MST IS OVER!!!
feeling so relax nw...
having sleepless night tis few
bcuz of the mst..
gonna get my it back...
i don think i will well for it...
sigh...

2007-06-25T11:38:00.000+08:00

juz saw my cousin juz nw...
she had grow real tall...
the last time i saw her is half a yr ago
n she was abt 2 head shorter then me
but nw she is 1 head shorter than me...
i was really shock...
n she was onli pri 4...
i think i am shorter than her
when i was her age...
she kinda brighten my day up...

today was the start of the mst...
i donno how i gonna pass tis 4 days...

2007-06-24T08:14:00.000+08:00

i am really stress out
gonna collapse soon...
many thing happen tis few days...
i really cant take it anymore...

2007-06-23T02:33:00.000+08:00

everything is my fault ok...
i am the one who is big mouth
i am the one tat cant keep secret
i am the one who don even noe to shut my mouth up...
everything blame me...

2007-06-22T07:22:00.001+08:00

Why is it so hard to be a gd person
n y cant pple juz appreciate wat they hv...
the whole thing was i...
the one who started all tis...
who ask me to be so kind hearted to help pple...
when i need help they juz keep on hiding it...
i did not bring out the topic often
is not that i scared of pple or wat...
is juz tat i don wan to let pple feel so unhappy or wat...
but sometime is i really don hv solution to solve prob
n so i bring out the topic...
but sometime pple juz take for granted of others
think tat even don help they also wont do anything to u...
cant u guys juz think more abt how pple feels...
i nv throw anger to pple is juz tat i don wan to hurt anyone...

2007-06-22T06:27:00.000+08:00

sometime i really regret to step into tis circle...
if i don came into tis society
i think my life wont be so complicated...
i will be one freely person...

2007-06-21T05:57:00.000+08:00

Today was a real bad day for me...
bad thing happening on me...
first thing happen was my bag...
juz bought it ytd
n today was spoiled...
second thing happen was
my leg was scratch by my bike petal...
the last n the most critical wan
was i fell from my bicycle
n my leg was injured all over the place...
i cant even walk nw...
was real pain...
sigh...
i think i gonna pray for the god...
god i am so unluckily...

2007-06-20T05:19:00.000+08:00

had been real busy recently...
haben even plan for the nx aledy
friends aledy call n asked me out...
mayb gonna mia a few days
to live in my own world...

sometime i told them tat i will come
but at last i nv show up
bcuz tat i really cant make it
but i donno i to reject...
i was afraid tat they will feel unhappy...
n i donno how to say no...

2007-06-19T00:58:00.000+08:00

why some people r so selfish
onli think wat is gd for them
they wont care wat other pple feel
they onli noe wat is gd to them

2007-06-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 11.55pm

I AM SO TIRED!!!
i wanna stay at hm for juz a day...
but when phone ring...
out again...
SIGH....
going out ltr again...

2007-06-14T16:39:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 4.40pm...
juz woke up...
ytd went to 496 acc zengye makan his dinner...
after tat went over his hse to slack...
a girl added him in msn n said wanna to c his tool...
lol...
damm funny....
went hm after tat
ate my dinner
n ard 3am plus went to find hande they all...
chit chat awhile
then hm after tat....

actually today wanna go swimming
but i was overslept...
damm it...

2007-06-13T06:20:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 6.30am...
MOS was real great today
lots of pple were there...

2007-06-12T05:40:00.000+08:00

the time nw is 5.30am
came hm not long ago....
woke up at 1.30pm
went to do CIP work...
i was shock when i saw the pple there...
they had a kind or illness
tat cause their brain cant develop
even their 50 or 60 plus yr old...
their mindset is like a 7 yr old kid...
feel tat they r real pathetic...
we started to help them clean the place up
after tat dance n played wif them...
had a real fun time wif them...
left there at 5pm n went to makan
at prata hse...
went over qh hse to find him
n walked to yuhua cc to play b ball awhile
ate our dinner after tat...
slack ard there till late nite
n walk to zy hse to drink...
qh was drunk after two cup of vodka...
n he kept on laugh n laugh...
haas...
the clock struck 12am...
n it was felicia birthday...
so we went to find her...
chit chat awhile n
sent the drunken boy hm...
haas...
he don even hv strength to walk..
we found one trolley
so zy asked him to sit on it
n he push him hm...
haas...
after tat went to boon lay there
to find hande n some other friends...
slack ard there till 5am
n went hm after tat...

going mos ltr...
woohoo...

2007-06-11T06:33:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 6.30...
juz reach hm....
ytd din went out at all...
as no where to go...
so stayed at hm the whole day
till 2am plus qh called me...
asked me to go his hse there to find him...
but thinking of the distance so din wanna go....
awhile ltr
hande called me...
asked me to go boon lay ton with them...
actually feeling quite tired
don feel like going...
but at last still go...
went there to hv supper then
sat under hande hse there chit chat
till nw...
ah boy play guitar was real nice man...
haas...
ltr gonna go do CIP
bored bored bored...

2007-06-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

Feeling so bored nw...
came hm tis morning ard 6 plus...
went hm n out again for three time...
the first time went out to skate
after tat came hm to change bike
n went to 399 to buy drink
then went hm again...
ard 4 plus hande ask me go find them...
so went out again...
took my guitar for ah boy to play...
he played quite well...
after hearing he play
feel like learning guitar again...
haas...
donno whether tonite wanna go
dxo or pub or stay at jurong with friends or don go out...

2007-06-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

went to lesson in the morning...
hv my strprog test..
did not hv time to finish it...
think will fail this test...
sigh...
nv saw tat girl today...
sad...
went hm after sch...
slept the whole afternoon...
wanted to go out...
but donno where shld i go...
so stayed at hm...
bored bored bored!!!

2007-06-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

time nw is 1am...
overslept tis morning..
so went sch at 1pm
for math test...
hv 2 math test today..
the first one i totally donno how to do...
die die die!!!
but the second test i noe how to do all...
haas...
was so happy!!!
went hm after sch...
went out to watch b ball match ard 8plus...
after tat went over to prata hse to makan...
hm after tat...

gonna go study for my strprog test tml
stress stress stress...

HOLIDAY COMING
woohoo...

2007-06-07T01:27:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 12am
sch was so tired today...
kept on falling aslp in lesson...
after sch went over to superbowl mac
to study...
i so guai recently...
haas...
actually wanna go vivo after tat...
but when i reach hm...
i fell aslp...
so nv go...
tml got math test n fri got str prog test...
sooooo stress...

2007-06-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

slept less then 5 hr today...
soo tired...
went for lesson at 8am...
had an 3hr break...
actually wanted to go hm slp
but the idiot han zhong kept on
asking me go fc6 eat...
so no choice
then go there eat lor...
after finish our meal
we sat there for an hr plus...
i was too sleepy to sit there any more...
so went over to the library to slp
till 12 plus n went over to club hse for awhile...
attended lesson after tat...
was attracted by a girl juz nw...
she was soooooo cute....
hope can c her again...
haas...

2007-06-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 1am...
feeling soo exhausted...
but hv lots of fun today....
haas....
went for sch in the morning...
feeling so great to learn many new things...
after sch zengye came over to dover to find me...
we took train back to take roller blade...
n went out for SKATING!!!
WOOHOO...
had been a long long time seen i last skate liao...
n i am really a noob...
need zengye to
hold my hand to cross the street
haas...
skate over to prata hse to makan...
met up wif some other friends n we went to
bukit batok skate park to play...
kept on fell down when i went down the slope
n nw my hand leg butt are aching...
but it was fun...
after tat went over jp to c ah boy....
his hair was so short...
haas...
went to play pool awhile
n went hm after tat...

2007-06-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 1am...
went to paya lebar kovan cc juz nw...
we took the wrong mrt cuz we thought tat
the cc is at paya lebar mrt there...
but it was wrong...
it is at kovan mrt station...
so we took back...
haas...
went there to see b ball competition...
after tat went back jurong
n met up wif zenye n ben...
went to prata hse to makan....
went hm after tat...

sigh....
weekend end liao...
mean tml need to go to sch again...
bored bored bored....

after nx week is
holiday....
woohoo!!!!

2007-06-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 12.20...
reach hm not long ago...
was a boring day....
went over to town wif hande n jerold...
went to wisma n walk walk...
after tat went to taka to find quanhong...
nnnnn
cine again!!!!
went to the fc to eat...
nnnnn
slack outside cheers...
was f***ing boring man..
so waited for qh to finish work n went hm after tat...

2007-06-02T15:29:00.000+08:00

if a book is read by only one person,
it will never be more than a book-
it cannot pass on knowledge
if a person lived only for himself,
then he will always be alone
he will never know what
it's like to love and be loved

2007-06-01T14:28:00.000+08:00

did not slp last nite
due to getting up late for the past few days...
drag myself out of the bed to go to sch...
was doing nth during structured programming
as my laptop was abit cock up...
went over to fc6 to hv lunch...
met jo there....
went hm after tat...
actually daniel asked me to go out..
but it was raining...
so i lie onto the bed to rest for awhile...
but when i open my eyes the sky was aledy dark....
haas... so sry...
was too tired
so don blame me...

i think i am losing the direction in my study...
feeling so left back in class..
sigh...

2007-06-01T03:08:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 3am
had been waking up late tis few days...
n i cant fall aslp nw...
die die die!!!
tml still got sch...
did not go out ytd...
juz stayed at hm
n stared at the wall...
haas...

for today...
slept till 3pm
woke up n sat in front of the com
till 8 plus n went to boonlay to find hande n jerrold...
went over to jp
n met up wif daniel...
actually wanted to play pool
but it was full
so went to mos to makan...
after tat muti drive us to boat quake to drink...
till 2 plus
went hm after tat...

weekend coming...
woohoo...
GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!
mayb going shopping if i get my pay...

2007-05-30T04:38:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 4.40am...
still feeling veri energetic nw...
haas...
was really having lots of fun today...
went for class in the morning...
hv my lab test n P&Q quiz...
was really a easy test...
cuz the lecturer help us alot...
haas...
skip the last lesson n went hm
to get some slp...
went to zouk at ard 8 plus
the queue was aledy veri long
but luckily some friend was lining up...
so we cut the queue...
haas...
waited outside for friends to come...
at ard 11 plus
went in n dance....
woohoo...
the dance floor was really pack wif pple man...
even u can shake without moving...
starting was abit bored as the songs was not really nice
but after tat the songs were getting better..
n we all really veri high...
haas...
had really enjoy today clubbing...

2007-05-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

GAY!!!
leg in the water

GAY AGAIN!!!

In the lorry

dream car

2007-05-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

tis morning overslept
so nv went for the first lesson...
went to morberly to play pool during lunch break...
the table n cue there was really sucks man...
after sch went to yuhua cc to find qh...
play awhile b ball n went hm to change
n went for tkd training...
had been a long time seen i last go for my club training...
the feeling was real gd...
but was really exhausted...
haas...

tml is clubbing time...
woohoo...

2007-05-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 12.40am

wake up ard 2.30...
actually planned to go food expo today...
but some of them don wan go...
qh came over to my hse
n we cab down to woodland with zengye n his friend...
hv our dinner there
went to play pool awhile after dinner
then their friend drive us to bukit panjang...
was my first time sitting at the back of the lorry...
so shiok man...
haas...
cab down to vivo to shop shop n slack slack...
was really a nice place to slack there
compare to cine cheers man...
nx time i rather go there than going cine...
ard 10 plus we went back jurong...
prata again!!!
haas...
went hm after tat...

SIGH!!!!!
tml starting sch aledy....
bored bored bored...

CLUBBING THIS TUE!!!
WOOHOO!!!

2007-05-27T04:34:00.001+08:00

Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend;
someone who changes your life
by being a part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in this world.

Someone who convinces you
that there is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

This is forever friendship.

When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world
suddenly seem dark and full.

Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, and the sad times,
and the confused times.

If you turn and walk away
your forever friend follows.

If you lose your way,
your forever friend guides you
and cheers you on.

Your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be a-okay.

And when you find such a friend,
you'll feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.

You have a forever friend for life

and forever has no end.

2007-05-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

don feel like going out today...
juz wanna to live in my own world
n relax myself...
today slept for half a day...
kept on disturbed by phone calls...
wake up ard 4 plus n watch my favourite
hongkong drama....
i can sit inside my room the whole day
n watch it...
this is the moment i like the most in my life...
actually i planned to stay at hm today to do my h/w
but i was addicted to watch drama so nv do...
haas...
die die die!!!!!!!!

2007-05-26T03:48:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 3.50am...
juz reach hm...
today was really exhausted man...
ytd went to find hande to celebrate his birthday
till 5am plus then went hm....
woke up early in the morning
to go to work...
i had onli slept for less than 5 hrs...
but bo bian...
all becuase of $$...
must sacrifice abit of sleeping time...
after work went over to town
waited at the mrt station for 1hr plus
for them to arrive
but luckily got psp...
if not i gonna gone mad...
haas...
after tat no need to said again...
the same old pattern...
i swear i won't go cine n slack outside cheers anymore...
i enough of it man...
went back jurong to find qh n ch...
we went over to prata hse to eat our supper..
on the way walking to prata hse
was so lucky tat we saw uncle david..
he drive us to there...
haas...
we saw some friends there...
so we sat there n chat till 3 plus
n took cab hm...
i was really careless tat i left my hp n coin on the cab...
but luckily the taxi driver told me...
haas...
the feeling of chatting wif them was totally diff wif
those towning guys...
was really nice to chat wif them...

i was so sry to hande tat i nv went over to boon lay
to drink n celebrate his birthday...
cuz it was also qh birthday...
so i cant ps him n go drink u guys...

2007-05-25T10:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LIM QUAN HONG &

CHAI HANDE

2007-05-24T18:03:00.001+08:00

woohoo...
today no need to go for work...
haas...
but still need to wake up early to go to sch
to do h/w...
bored....
met up wif my classmate
went to the cafe to hv my breakfast...
after tat went to the library to do h/w...
went over to fc5 to hv our lunch after
we finshed our h/w...
went hm after tat...
going out ltr to hv my dinner...

2007-05-24T17:51:00.000+08:00

When things seem difficult and life uphill
Don't look too far ahead, keep plodding on
Inch by Inch, the road will shorten
Till the rough patches be past and gone
And you'll look back surprised and delighted to find
That you have left miles behind.
very soon the tedious climb will stop
And you will stand triumphant at the top.

2007-05-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

recently was real busy wif
friends, work, sch work n some other stuff...
went to ah boy court in the morning...
there is two choices for him...
either he wan to go to jail
or pay a fine of $2300...
but no one can afford to help him pay...
so he went in jail for 13days...
after court we i went over to imm to work...
went over to bukit batok wif qh after tat...
slack ard there
n went hm....
i think i am taking fore granted
of tis week...
a e-learning week is to self-study...
but i am treating as a holiday...
heex...
think most of my clasmate is treating the same way as me...
haas...

2007-05-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

time nw is 1am...
woke up early in the morning
to wait for my lecturer to come online...
but the f*** leacturer nv online...
f*** sia...
ask me wake up so early
then ps us...
idiot...
went out to work
till 4 plus n slack awhile
then went hm to get change
n went out again...
went to my sec sch there to find qh n ch...
slack ard there
n went over to prata hse to makan...
after tat acc ch back hm
n slack ard there
then went hm...

2007-05-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

The time nw is 12.12am...
juz came hm...
feeling so exhausted...
went to work early in the morning
actually i don feel like going...
but all because of $$...
so.... force myself to go...
after work
went to jp to play pool...
went hm after tat...
thinking of whether going to work tml....
ton of work haben do yet...
hate e-learning...
i rather don hv it...

2007-05-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

juz came hm tis morning...
ytd headed to town ard evening...
was quite boring going there...
went to cuppage again to play pool...
slacked ard cuppage till 2am plus then went off...
went to some where else ltr on till 6 plus then went hm...

today stayed at hm the whole day
to slp n watch drama...
gonna start my e-learning week tml...
there's lots of work need to do....
SIGH....
but gd is
no need wake up so early to go to sch....
haas...

2007-05-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

the time nw 1.25
juz reach hm not long ago...
hv my first ever presentation
in poly today...
haas...
i think i wont get a gd grade for it
as i didn't present it well...
went to 399 to hv my lunch wif my classmate...
went hm to put my laptop
n out again to jp
headed to town after tat...
same old pattern again...
sat outside cheers
slack n talk craps....
wonder is there any more
entertaining stuffs to do other then slacking there....
bored of it man...
went cuppage play pool...
went hm after tat...

Perfection won’t last long
as imperfection will take over it as time goes by.

2007-05-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

ytd went hm late...
was too tired
so nv blog...

was late again for lesson today...
haas...
went to clementi wif my classmate
during break time to hv our lunch...
went back to sch after lunch to take our math test...
gonna fail my math test...
die!!!!!!!!!!!
i onli attempt 4 qns out of 10 qns...
haas...
after tis test i came out wif a conclusion...
Singapore student math is much more
lousier then china student...
haas....
they can ans a qns wif a snap...
unbelievable man....
went to find daniel after sch...
we went to jp to pool...
he asked me to help him go work...
i was hesitating cuz it was really boring
going by myself...
but at last luckily qh acc me...
i earn a easy money by juz going there
n work for less then half an hr...
haas...
went back jp to jalan jalan...
went hm after tat...

tml is fri....
weekend coming again...
n nx week is e-learning week...
no need to go sch...
woohoo...

2007-05-15T17:13:00.000+08:00

this is the wired guy name PETER

wake up late tis morning...
rush to sch for lesson...
luckily was not late...
haas...
today lesson was fun...
we play ard during our lesson...
i was like a crowd in the class sia...
haas...
my class hv a guy
character was really wired...
he don like to talk much...
so we decided to play wif him...
i went to disturb him...
haas....
i got scatches over my hand...
cuz i keep on tickle him...
n whenever i touch him
he will kick me back...
haas...
every movement he do
makes everybody laugh...
haas...
gonna play wif him tml again...
haas...

2007-05-14T18:21:00.000+08:00

I am back...
haven been blogging
seen last thur
cuz went for tkd camp...
feeling abit regretted
to go to the camp...
was quite boring...
but luckily i went for the camp
if not i will be damm bored at hm...
cuz m laptop was spoiled...
haa...

let me recalled wat had happen for the past three days...

On 11th may

was the first day of camp...
we r separated to 3 grp...
the first activity was designing our own grp flag...
it was quite fun...
we uses our hand to paint it...
n i used the paint n paint on others...
haas....
after that we went to fc 5 to play some boring game...
the last activity of the day was a nite walk...
before nite walk we r blindfolded n do some stupid things...
the nite walk was really scary as it was really veri dark...
n the boys was told to walk alone...
i was so scared while walking the through all the corridors...
was quite a long walk...
after the nite walk was aledy 3 plus...
we went back to the bunk to slp....

On 12th may...

was really tired as i slept for onli 3 hr...
went to fc 5 for our breakfast...
the first activity for the day was photo hunt...
was really veri boring...
i was damm tired through out the game...
went for our lunch after that....
after lunch
we juz sat down with our own grp n discuss abt our cheers...
i was sleeping when they r discussing...
haas...
but kept on getting disturb by the seniors...
they poured water to wake me up sia...
idiot....
follow by the nx activity was a game that
we jump down from a stage
n our team mate was suppose to catch us...
was quite exciting when jumping down the stage...
after tis activity
we went back to the bunk to discuss abt
tonite talentine....
we planned to dance for the talentine...
so we make up a few dance step...
it was dinner time...
the senior had prepared a
so call "candle dinner" for us...
lol...
after that was our talentine....
the other 2 grp had prepare a skit
the skit was really veri hilarious...
was really wonderful nite...
after that went back to our bunk
n slp...

On 12th may

it was the last day of the camp...
woohoo...
at last can go hm....
haas...
ate our breakfast in the morning...
after tat was cleaning up section....
we had our prize giving section after cleaning up...
our grp get the last... sadded...
then it was the announce of the closing camp...
woohoo...
went hm after tat....
rest for awhile n went out again...
acc daniel to his grandpa hse...
then went to imm
to acc donald to buy laptop bag...
after tat went to jp play pool...
went hm after tat....

Today

there was nth special happened today...
juz went for lesson in the morning...
during break
went to repair my laptop...
n then went hm after lesson...

2007-05-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

feeling so exhausted lately...
kept on falling aslp in lesson time...

went to fc6 to hv my lunch
during break...
met jo in fc6...
was my first time going there
to hv my lunch...
haas...
the environment was quite diff
from other fc...
n quite a lot of student wearing formal clothes...
not like my sch of eee...
everybody juz anyhow wear...
haas...
went back hm after lesson finish...
n slept till 8 plus...
gonna go study nw...
tml still hv lab test...

going to camp tml...
sad...
cant enjoy my weekend...
sigh...

2007-05-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

nw is 11.30pm...
was another tiring day...
went to sch at 8am...
hv a half an hr lecture
then went into my dreamland
haas...
woke up after lesson finish
then went to the next lesson
n sleep again...
woke up at 11am
actually wanted to continue sleeping...
but the lecturer asked me to wake up
n pay attention to the lesson...
i am wasting the whole morning
coming to sch n slp...
haas...
but cant tahan...
was really too tired...
i really tried my veri best
to stay awake to listen the lesson...
but still cant resist the tiredness....
after sch went to jp for pool...
then went to town unwilling...
cuz was too tired but kenneth
kept on asking me go...
so no choice...
went to town wif them....
went to far east to shop
until 9 plus then went hm...

2007-05-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

juz came hm...
was so tired...
keep on falling aslp during lesson...
went back to my sec sch during break
to take my certificate...
saw a couple of teachers...
chatted wif them for awhile...
lots of memories came to my mind...
really misses the time in sec sch...
i wanted to find my form teacher
but due to the examination
so i cant stayed too long...
sighs...
saw quan hong outside the sch
n acc him to wait for his friends...
went back sch after tat to attend lesson...